Summer 2005

I don't know if I'll ever be able to listen to "Golddigger" and not think about cruisin around in a beat up looking saturn full of kids who are pretty sure they're gonna conquer the world. This has been the kind of thing you don't forget. Somehow I think twenty years from now I'll still remember nights that ended on the bowlby front porch or mike's couch. I'll remember long hot days that I still did not want to end. I'll remember just being with Bernie and how wonderful it felt everytime. I'll even try to remember the nights spent at Bob Evans with some of the most interesting people I've ever met. I mean I guess I should be sad that today is the last day of summer, sad that my ap english work is nowhere near where it needs to be, sad I didn't accomplish half the things I planned on this summer, but when I rememember the feeling of being on top of the world I got this summer I really can't be sad. I mean I feel like as Augest fades into September, it's almost like I'm losing a friend, who is going away for a long long time. Yet everytime I try and cry thinking about that friend leaving, I just smile cuz that friend was here. Even more comforting is I know this friend, this love of mine is coming back. Senior year, here we come, and summer '05 we're never gonna forget you.